I haven’t posted anything for a long time on this blog because, honestly, I
just haven’t felt capable. These days I’m using every ounce of my energy to
keep me coming into the office every day. I started this blog as somewhere for
me to vent and to rant on about the way I’m feeling and my attempted recovery
from depression and anxiety. More than anything I wanted it to be a positive
place, where I could try to turn the negativity I feel every day into something
positive. Look on the bright side kind of thing. I now realise that wasn't
realistic.
