I Will Honour My Worth

Something happened to me today. I got angry. Very angry. It felt good.

Maybe I'm Not Wrong...

Have you ever felt like you're always wrong? Like no matter what you say or do, it will always be the wrong thing? This seems to be a recurring theme of my life and one that's started to really REALLY bother me.

Just Keep Swimming

I spoke in my last post about the unhelpful thoughts that circulate in my head. I recently heard the quote above and it really stuck with me.

Don't Leave Me Alone With My Mind

I've really not been feeling good lately. I'm starting to wonder if I'm "relapsing" or if this is just the way I'm going to be forever (god please no). I've noticed, particularly over the last few days, I've been getting very angry. Angry at everything and everyone, utterly miserable in my life. Those pesky obsessive thoughts are getting more and more powerful, so much so that I feel like I'm rapidly losing what little control over myself and my emotions I thought I had regained.

The Expectations Of Others

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Sometimes I put a lot of pressure on myself. Not because of what I want, but because of what other people want. The picture above really stuck with me when I saw it because its so very true. 

Peace Is Not So Easy To Find

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Do you ever have those days where you just think see if I wasn't here, things would be so much better? I don't mean you actively think about dying (though I have to admit I sometimes do), its just not being here. Not being dead, not being somewhere else, just not being here, having everything just stop. Do you know what I mean?

Don't Be So Hard On Yourself...

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Like many first blog posts I'll start this one off by saying I wasn't sure what I wanted to do for my first blog post. I could ramble on about myself and my problems but thats not really the right tone for a first post. Though this blog is about my current mental health struggles, I want the overall tone to be hopeful. I've had some very very low days recently but I'm still here, hopeful that the next day will be better, as difficult as that is sometimes.